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      September 09

      ask too much,then lose everthing

      貪求的結果一定會使你連應得的那一份也失去!

      If ask too much, the thing you had will lose too……

      whatever

      有些路,就象高架,一旦走上,就沒有掉頭的餘地?!

      Some roads in life, like the overpass, it’s impossible to turn back once it was taken.

       

      得到後失去,和從來不曾得到,哪個更痛苦?

      Lose something you had before? something you’ve never had ? , which one could be more torturing?

       

      每個人及每個人的過去都希望得到別人的尊重!

      Everyone and his past should be respected !

       

      此情可待成追憶,只是當時已惘然

       

      我們總會做一些我們自己不願意做的事,或許那僅僅是因為驕傲!

      Sometimes we do something that we are not willing to do just owing to pride!

       

      距離有時竟然可以代表希望!

      Sometimes distance means hope ?!

      同样可贵

      能哭能笑,活在自己真誠的感覺裏

      是多麼美好的生命經驗

      不管是笑容還是眼淚

      只要出於對自我的真誠

      都同樣的可貴~~~~~~

      to be different with before

      善良有時是一種軟弱?!

      Sometimes Kindness means weak !

      人生的際遇總在意料之外

      Life always goes the way you never think about?!

       

      讓今天的自己,和昨天不一樣

      讓明天的自己,比今天更勇敢更堅強

      Today, be different with yesterday

      Tomorrow ,To be More strong and brave

      farewell

      我發現“告別”這個詞在我身上不斷出現並肆意瘋長,特別是近兩年! 剛剛告別校園,我送的依依不捨,徘徊輾轉,她卻去的義無反顧,漸行漸遠!告別單純的思想,告別鮮活的面容,告別了到了一定年齡段就不會再去聽的流行音樂,告別曾經平靜的生活。告別在身邊時時晃動,如今難得相見的若干身影!
      September 06

      window...

      每扇窗都有自己的故事,窗裏窗外是兩個不同的世界。兩個不同的世界卻在同一時刻發生著不同的事。應該每件事都會有人在見證吧~~?!

      Maybe every window has his own experience, the worlds in and out of the window are different. Different things are happening in these two worlds at the same time. Dose Every affaire has people to prove?

       

      距離有時竟然可以代表希望!

      Sometimes distance means hope ?!

      He

      這是一個憂鬱的男人,他的臉上寫滿了憂傷,他的眼裏寫滿了疑惑。他以冷漠的眼光看待世上萬物,他以玩世不恭的態度遊戲人生。

      He  is melancholic.  Sorrow could be read on his face. All that could be found in his eyes is doubt. He looks upon everything indifferently and is cynical in his life.
      September 05

      dance like no one's watching

      Work like you don’t need money, love like you never hurt, and dance like no one’s watching.
      August 29

      beauty ,fade away

      美經不起長久的凝視,因為美經常在凝視中凋零

      All the beautiful things could not be gazed or would be withered

       

      童話總是經不起猜想,因為王子和公主常是兩個世界的人

      Fairy tales could not be imagined, coz prince and princess are always not in one world

       

      生命經不起長久的思想,因為死亡總是橫在思想的盡頭

      Don’t consider too much in the life, coz only death is the end.

      hope & despair

      希望湧動的同時,絕望也接踵而至

      一波又一波

      我孤獨的流浪在街頭

      聽著無名的歌

      淚水一直在眼眶裏打轉

       

      Hope exists , despair follows as well

      Always come and go

      Roaming around alone in the street full of people

      Feeling lonely

      Listening the sounds from earphone

      Something in my eyes

      It’s tear

      i'm tired

      孩子累是身體累,打個盹,喝瓶可樂也許就沒事了。

      Children would recover after taking a nap or having a bottle of coca cola when they are tired.

       

      年輕人累是因為工作壓力的累。當工作完成是,壓力解除就不累了。

      The Young would feel better when they do the job very well coz the pressure always makes them feel weary.

       

      老年的累是對,是對人生的累,是對生命失去了興趣!

      For the old, when they feel tired, that means they are not interested in the life any more. They suffered too much in the their whole life.

      what life is

      人的一生,就是在醒與睡,累與不累之間。

      Life is always between wake or sleeping and tired or energetic.

      August 21

      8月21号 凌晨

       

      我伸出手

      只能够着镂空的影子与

      孤单的灵魂

      花开花谢

      留下的只有曾经片刻的回忆

      一下子,二十年过去了,两年又过去了

      这一年的夏天正在投向落叶缤纷的季节

      很迅速,但更无奈

       

      都说把背影留给世界

      就能看到远方

      可是我迷失了方向

      很无措,很痛苦

      但我知道

      我的世界也将因此

      没有尽头

       

      人的情感

      似流水,在流动,在变化

      今天在此,明天可能在彼

      爱情总是美好的

      可美好的东西最易伤,易碎

      正如美好的鲜花容易衰败一样

      但它毕竟是美好的

      更不能因鲜花的衰败

      而否认了它的盛开时

       

      So don’t cry because it’s over, and smile because it happened.

      it's a nice song : don't cry

       DON’T CRY

       

      Talk to me softly

      There is something in your eyes

      Don’t hang your head in sorrow and please don’t cry

      I know how you feel inside I have been there before

      Something is changing inside you and don’t know

      Don’t you cry tonight I still love you baby don’t you cry tonight

      Don’t you cry tonight there is a heaven above you baby

      And don’t you cry tonight

      Give me a whisper and give me a sigh

      Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye

      Don’t you take it so hard now and please don’t take it so bad

      I will still be thinking of you and the times we had baby

      And don’t you cry tonight don’t you cry tonight

      Don’t you cry tonight there is a heaven above you baby

      And don’t you cry tonight

      And please remember that I never lied

      And please remember how I felt inside now honey

      You gotta make it your own way but you will be alright now sugar

      You will feel better tomorrow come the morning light now baby

      And don’t you cry tonight and don’t you cry tonight

      Don’t you cry tonight there is a heaven above you baby

      And don’t you cry don’t you ever cry don’t you cry tonight

      Baby maybe someday don’t you cry

      for friends

                                       Between friends and for friends

      This is a touching story. Just wanna share with my friends or all the people have good friends.:)

       

      There once was a milkman in the early 1900’s named Jack. He and his horse, Pierre, did their job every day with joy in their hearts. Jack wasn’t the brightest and he couldn’t read, so when people needed extra milk, they would call to jack as he left. They would yell, “ I’ll need some extra milk tomorrow! “ which jack would always reply,” to give your friends some pleasure!”

      Jack and Pierre were great friends and did their job for years and years. After a while, jack didn’t have to do much anymore because Pierre knew where and when to stop. The friends continued their job until one sad morning.

      Jack came into work one day to find his boss waiting for him.

      “jack,” said his boss, “I have some sad news. This morning, Pierre died in his stall.”

      Tears started to run down jack’s face.

      “it’s ok, jack,” said his boss. “he was an old horse.”

      “I will never see my friend again,” said jack tearfully.

      “yes you will. He’s laying in his stall very peacefully right now. you can see him now if you’d like.”

      “you do not understand. I will never see Pierre again.”

      “I understand your sadness. You may have the day off if you’d like.”

      “no, I have a job to do,” and with that jack walked off. He was given a new horse and carriage and he went off to do his job.

      That day, jack was in an accident. His carriage was hit by an automobile. When his boss heard this, he rushed down to where the accident was. When he got there he asked, “ is jack ok?”

      “no, he died in the crash,” said the doctor.

      “I don’t understand.” Said the driver of the automobile. “it was like he didn’t even see me!”

      “ that’s because he didn’t. this man has been blind for 5 years,” said the doctor.

      “I never knew” said jack’s boss.

      “he didn’t tell you?” said the doctor.

      Just then, jack’ s boss remembered what jack said about Pierre. “no, but someone else knew.”

      “who?” asked the doctor.

      “ a friend of jack’s. his name was Pierre. I think that it was just a little secret between friends.”

       

      I cried for the little story.

      When you’re down, and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirits and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. You forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times.

      8月19号 ( 99things i want to do in life)

                                             99 things I want to do in life

      There is something I want to do right now. it won’t take long and it may make my life a bit more focused. Take out a pen and a nice clean piece of white paper. Get comfortable in my chair. Take several deep breaths and relax. And then, start writing a list-the 99 things I want to do in life. Write down everything I want to do in my life, big or small:

      1.be healthy 2.learn to swim 3.speak English fluently…36.speak Japanese fluently 37.play the piano 38.be happy …64. read Stephen king 65.play ping-pong 66. play tennis …94.drive a car 95.start a small business 96. buy a dog 97.study in L.A 98.go to Egypt 99. go to Africa

      I now have a list of my dreams and goals. This is very serious! Memorize it. Tape it next to the bed. Put it in my wallet. Keep it in the office. Sing it out loud in the shower: I have a dream(like the famous speech of Martin Luther King). These dreams are as important to me as the air we breathe and the food we eat. These dreams are soul food.

      Now get busy and start living my 99 things I want to do in life!

      letting go

                                                                          LETTING GO

      There was once a lonely girl who longed desperately for love. One day while she was talking in the woods she found two starving song birds. She took them home and put them in a small glided cage. She nurtured them with love and the birds grew strong. Every morning they greeted her with a marvelous song. The girl great love for the birds. She wanted their singing to last forever.

      One day the girl left the door to the cage open. The larger and stronger of the two birds flew from the cage. The girl watched anxiously as he circled high above her. She was so frightened that he would fly away and she would never see him again that as he flew close, she grasped at him wildly. She caught him in her fist. She clutched him tightly within her hand. Her heart gladdened at her success in capturing him. Suddenly she felt the bird go limp. She opened her hand stared in horror at the dead bird. Her desperate clutching love had killed him.

      She noticed the other bird teetering on the edge of the cage. She could feel his great need for freedom. His need to soar into the clear, blue sky. She lifted him from the cage and tossed him softly into the air. The bird circled once, twice, three times.

      The girl watched delighted at the bird’s enjoyment. Her heart was no longer concerned with her loss. She wanted the bird to be happy. Suddenly the bird flew closer and landed softly on her shoulder. It sang the sweetest melody, she had ever heard.

      The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tight, the best way to keep love is give it wings!

      private & public

                                       Private &public

       

      Sometimes I reckoned that what Mr Cai said is totally right. If someone always takes his or her CD player or MP3 with themselves, that would means one wants to hold himself in a private world. Once the earphones on, they are not in public. Outside is no matter with them and they do not belong to the public. With the earphones on, they are living in a perfect world , no worry , no trouble. Everything is simple !

      No matter that I have no boyfriend ,nor money. It’s not a big problem. I live in my own world and I should love to life, do most things by myself and it should be done step by step. I can make it~~~~~

      stolen

                                              Stolen          

                           You were my eyes when I couldn’t see

                           You were my air when I couldn’t breathe

                           I think you always knew what you meant to me

                           And you were my strength when I was down          

                           And you made me humble when I wouldn’t bow

                           I held on to your promise that you’d be around

                           Where were you when I was alright

                           Tell me, did you know I was alright

                           You left me thinking I’d be alright

                           Would you come back to me

                          

                           You stole my heart just in a moment

                           You never owned it just took away

                           Going crazy, feeling lost, confused and ashamed

                           I was feeling lost in my own world

       

                           If only we could try again once more

                           Now it’s the same sad story that we all know

                           How lovers make mistakes watch it all blow

                           I don’t wanna be the one to let it all go

                           I don’t know how much longer that I can wait

                           It’s a thin line between love and hate

      August 16

      all that is over,my darling

      Today is 14th August,2006. It’s a big day for me coz I decided to let my love go .

       

      Yes, it’s difficult for me to forget you, to kick you out of my mind. I still wanna to see u but I can’t. it’s not easy but I will try and I have to.

       

      You are talkative and I always  know something new and more. You are careful and I feel so warm when you helped me to clearn the stuff around the corner of my mouth. I know I was cared in that moment. But I was wrong, It’s just at that time not forever even in a long time. I remember that you said wanna take care of me. Right?! And Maybe u just sent the same message to her before sending to me. How stupid that I even believe you!  But you are still amazing for me! You did play some music for me ,and I was happy!

       

      You are the man who hold my hands, kiss me and call me baby, but why you stole my heart and then you broke it as well ! I tried not to ask why, but still did. Is there really no comfort in the truth? Why all  that I had is pain. my darling, Something is not easy to pretend, and I’m not a fool as I cared about you so much. She must has long hair too! She is pretty? She is cute too? Or whatever……

       

      How could you part your heart to several girls at the same time, that ‘s unfair for me! Coz I do love you heart and soul instead of a lit bit. Cry for you while happy for you! You broke my heart cruelly, how could you do that? My darling!

       

      And hey my darling, why you lied to me? If you told me what you want even at the beginning frankly, now maybe I would not be hurt. So pity for that you did not. My expectation was turned out to disappointment. Do I still dare to have expectation with a man next time. I ‘m quiet not sure.  It’s you made my beautiful dream become a nightmare. I got my dreams, but you chose to become a dream-breaker. It’s pity!

       

      All that I can do now is that just let it go to end. Say to myself that, ok, don’t cry because of it’s over, smile because it happened. Maybe god wants me to meet a few of wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when I finally meet the person, I will know how to be grateful!

       

      And it’s totally right that no man is worth my tears, and the one who is ,won’t make me cry.

       

      Be still, my sad heart! Cease repining! I should be happy and complete!?